#124 Summer
In my heart
My LOVE,
Happy 4th of July!
Having fun?
It feels like summer fireworks are needed to mark the beginning of this season. The days are longer, the sun stronger. The dark nights of winter are melted by the summer fun in the sun. Less meditation-germination and more action is taking place. A lot is going on in the summer… when I am actually a puddle.
July is here with a kind of medicine that melts us into walking waters. We must learn to let go and start to flow. It gives us an invitation to simply be. To drop the endless doing, the restless performing, and to enter Being Mode.
But what does it actually mean to just be? To just enjoy life?
Looking back, my life has felt like a constant vacation. Traveling, immersing myself in cultural variety, encountering different energetic expressions, and observing life. Just observing. I noticed something everywhere I went that echoes back at me everywhere I am: belief systems create life. We design the prison or the palace with the thoughts we choose to think. We inherit a script, and we spend our lives acting it out until we consciously choose to step out of a timeline and create another. I am sure most of you have done it. You just did not think of it too much. Timeline leaps happen all the time.
I traveled geographically, but my senses caught energies that transformed me. My inner landscaping changed and I realize now that I have a world within me.
Yet, my love for parenting stayed. It is the love of my life—not because I am a mother, but because I am mothering by default. When I say mothering, it is really parenting, the silent blueprint running our adult lives.
The “Good Child” and the Invisible Jail
For as long as I can remember, I desperately wanted to be a “good child.” The fear of God planted in me and the timeless words “be a good girl” were the chains that kept me stuck in an invisible jail.
I had busy parents who were doing their absolute best, but they couldn’t always be present with me in the way my young, sensitive emotional body needed. With busy parents, I was left in silence to find my own ways in life. My little girl’s mind created safety thinking safe thoughts. That silence told me that my role was to be easy, to be quiet, to make others happy so I could feel safe. It was easy at that time, but it is the hardest thing in the world to make everybody happy. And sort of impossible.
I didn’t realize that the immense freedom my parents gave me by being busy was actually self-parenting. They handed me the keys to my own sovereignty, but my inner child was scared, sitting by the open door, waiting for external permission to live life.
It is so true that freedom must be taken, not given. There is no satisfaction when it is simply handed to you, especially when it is too soon and without the skills to ride the waves of strong desires.
Was freedom given to you, or did you have to grab it and walk away from the chains of toxic family drama? Just curious…
Thinking about my childhood, I can see now how I decided that my anger was too loud, my sadness too heavy, and my joy too disruptive for others. I carried those beliefs for the longest time, and I can clearly see how my family still puts that heavy bag on my back without my consent.
Luckily, I am aware of it now and I can drop it. What a blessing to wake up to the possibility that I have a choice. Ppheewwww!!!
I have learnt the hard way that my happiness is my own responsibility. I love contributing to the happiness of the people I love, but I know I am not responsible for it. Not an easy change, since I sometimes feel it was a transgenerational trauma coming from both sides of my parents.
I observe parents being hyper-vigilant, exhausted, and desperately trying to control the family dynamics. They do it not because that is the role of a parent, but because the child inside them is still trying to manage the emotional climate of the home. I can see how we try to filter our children’s behavior through our own survival mechanisms.
Think of this for a minute…
When a child throws a tantrum, is it their emotion that triggers you, or is it the echo of the time you were punished for having a voice?
Take your time. You don’t have to answer. Allow awareness to flood your brain, your belief system, with new perspectives so we can all swim out of the dark, muddy waters and into the sunny meadows of evolution.
This is how conditioning repeats itself, generation after generation, completely masked as “family traits.” Parenting is a transgenerational trauma we all must do our best to heal and release, so our children learn that happiness is not given by outside sources, but created within.
The Quantum Leap into My Own Skin
For as long as I can remember, I desperately wanted to be a “good child.” The fear of God planted in me and the timeless words “be a good girl” were the chains that kept me a prisoner in an invisible jail.
I had busy parents who were doing their absolute best, but they couldn’t always be present with me in the way my young, sensitive emotional body needed. With busy parents, I was left in silence to find my own ways in life. My little girl’s mind created safety thinking safe thoughts. That silence told me that my role was to be easy, to be quiet, to make others happy so I could feel safe. It was easy at that time, but it is the hardest thing in the world to make everybody happy. And sort of impossible.
I didn’t realize that the immense freedom my parents gave me by being busy was actually self-parenting. They handed me the keys to my own sovereignty, but my inner child was scared, sitting by the open door, waiting for external permission to live life.
It is so true that freedom must be taken, not given. There is no satisfaction when it is simply handed to you, especially when it is too soon and without the skills to ride the waves of strong desires.
Was freedom given to you, or did you have to grab it and walk away from the chains of toxic family drama?
Just curious…
Thinking about my childhood, I can see now how I decided that my anger was too loud, my sadness too heavy, and my joy too disruptive for others. I carried those beliefs for the longest time, and I can clearly see how my family still puts that heavy bag (to make them happy) on my back without my consent.
Luckily, I am aware of it now and I can drop it. What a blessing to wake up to the possibility that I have a choice.
Ppheeww!!!
I have learnt the hard way that my happiness is my own responsibility. I love contributing to the happiness of the people I love, but I know I am not responsible for it. Not an easy change, since I sometimes feel it was a transgenerational trauma coming from both sides of my parents.
I observe parents being hyper-vigilant, exhausted, and desperately trying to control the family dynamics. They do it not because that is the role of a parent, but because the child inside them is still trying to manage the emotional climate of the home. I can see how we try to filter our children’s behavior through our own survival mechanisms.
Think of this for a minute…
When a child throws a tantrum, is it their emotion that triggers you, or is it the echo of the time you were punished for having a voice?
Take your time. You don’t have to answer. Allow awareness to flood your brain, your belief system, with new perspectives so we can all swim out of the dark, muddy waters and into the sunny meadows of evolution.
This is how conditioning repeats itself, generation after generation, completely masked as “family traits.” Parenting is a transgenerational trauma we all must do our best to heal and release, so our children learn that happiness is not given by outside sources, but created within.
The Quantum Leap into My Own Skin
This deep, heavy conditioning is exactly what led me to Human Design. I know something was off and not aligned with my true north. Learning about human design wasn’t just a casual interest for me; it was the exact field that made me recognize what was not expressing itself in a satisfying way.
I have extensively traveled and lived amazing experiences. They were given to me without my conscious request. I enjoyed everything and I proved to myself that life outside a cookie-cutter mold is possible. God did not punish me for leaving the perfect, safe system; God rewarded me\y courage with beauty and amazing gifts in life. I enjoyed everything, avoiding regular, mundane models.
For many years, despite my travels and my worldly experiences, I did not know what I did not know. I realized it when everything collapsed around me, and I realized my world was not as safe as I thought. All the external blessings were not enough. I started to look for answers and a question hit me hard. Of course Robert asked me it, who else if not a genius mind to bring awareness in my inner world?
Robert: “Miha, how do you say ‘I feel good about myself’ in Romanian?”
What?!
I could not find the words to make my body feel that. I cried a river realizing I have never said that in my own mother language. To feel good about myself? I was never allowed, and actually punished if I did. Communists never allow humans to feel good… to feel good about themselves? It sent one straight to hell back then. Even today, people judge if I feel too good without a reason… what is with us?
Short story… through tears of a good cry, I told Robert that to say “I feel good about myself” in Romanian, we say: I feel good in my own skin (Mă simt bine în pielea mea). It was painful to realize I knew the language, I am a master of Romanian grammar and semantics, but I had never used those words as an “I statement” for my body to enjoy. It is sad… it was super sad… but I am so happy I woke up to it and even happier to share it with you.
I am sure it helps at least one of you to pull off a thorn collected from the roses you receive in your life.
In the past, I knew how to navigate the world, but I didn’t know how to inhabit my own body.
Today, I feel good in my own skin and I know how to care for my inner landscaping regardless of outside conditions. To finally say I feel good about myself, to claim it, and to feel that safety, goodness, and pleasure vibrate fully in my physical flesh? It is a quantum leap for me. A true success, if you ask me.
My Human Design blueprint started my true journey in awakening the amazing, alive Miha with all her raw, authentic, womanly desires. Not the polite, quiet, accommodating little girl everyone approved of.
This transformation was so profound that it drove me to get certified in Quantum Human Design. I didn’t do it just to add a title to my name and to be called a QHD Specialist. I did it because I want to share this knowledge to help people find themselves and, most importantly, to help them express their innocence.
Human Design was the field that changed everything for me. The quantum language didn’t just give me information; it gave me an energetic mirror that forced me to recognize exactly what was not expressing itself in a satisfying way. It gave me the chance to update my own inner system and to elevate on the spectrum of feeling good about myself.
Elevating the Frequency of the Earth
I want to share this knowledge with you because my mission has grown far bigger than just helping people find their types or profiles. This is about global consciousness.
The greatest tragedy of human conditioning is that it robs us of our innocence.
Our children are born as pure, unblemished expressions of the divine blueprint. They are innocent, radiant, and perfectly aligned with their design. But the world immediately begins to chip away at that innocence, telling them who they should-be to be loved.
My work in parenting, Human Desin, and Destination Method is about protecting and reclaiming that innocence.
When we do the hard, beautiful work of reparenting ourselves, when we look at the little child within and say, “It is okay to let go of old beliefs, it is okay to transmute the pain into wisdom, and it is okay to love myself fully,” something extraordinary happens. We stop projecting our wounds onto the next generation.
Imagine a generation of children raised by parents who have reclaimed their own energy. Children who do not have to heal from their childhoods. Children who are allowed to express their innocence completely, walking onto this earth fearless, in charge, and with pride.
This is how we elevate the frequency of the Earth. When we raise children who are rooted in their authentic design, we introduce a wave of high consciousness into the world like never before. We alter the grid. We change the future.
A New Step Forward
I want to share with you a small success in building my brand and expanding my mission to elevate our collective consciousness, With the right help and clear intentions I now offer you all a tool to help your own journey.
I created a space where you can now run your very own Quantum Human Design Chart directly through my personal link here:
Just click and follow the prompts.
Please know that your privacy is important to me and I am doing everything to keep is safe and guarded, I want you to know that I do not see your charts unless you choose to consciously share them with me, all your personal information is deleted after your chart is generated. It is yours, and yours alone.
By offering this I open the quantum door for you!
You are invted to step into Miha’s world of coaching where down to earth míricles happen when you at least expected.
Click and Map your energy.
I am so proud of this link, which takes you directly to my own landing page to generate your personal energetic blueprint.
I want you to know that the information provided is entirely accurate, given by Dr. Karen Curry Parker, who certified me as a Quantum Human Design Specialist. Not everything you find online about Human Design is accurate, so I gently suggest you double-check with a certified specialist on any information that feels unclear or even a bit "off" from what you read. Your body will sense it, you will know when that happens. Trust yourself and talk to a specialist.
I would love to hear from you and clarify your questions, but I respect your choice if you decide to work with someone else.
Please know that your privacy is deeply important to me, and I am doing everything to keep it safe and guarded. I do not see your charts unless you choose to consciously share them with me, and all your personal information is deleted after your chart is generated. It is yours, and yours alone.
Map your energy. Step out of the old scripts. Claim your sovereignty.
GET Your Quantum Human Design CHART
By running your chart using my link, you will become part of the quantum family on my own platform where step by step, small success after small success, I am creating a safe space for all of us to dare to simply be as we were designed… …
…breathing effortlessly…
…flowing through life in presence, innocence, and happiness…
… for our hearts to feel as light as a feather…
with big, warm, melting feelings,
Mihaela
… the one who is learning to love summer, one puddle at a time…
Ps: I LOVE YOU.
💫 💜 💫
your QHD&DMcoach
Makoto
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